Lately I have been feeling depressed.
I noticed that my junior staff and me were “drifting apart”.
She is treating me more and more like I am invisible.
These few years she Always like to ‘pick on me’ as though I am her subordinate.
I regretted that all along I have been treating her nicely and she always hurt my pride or rather self esteem. I have been tolerating her attitude problems these few years.
The only reason I can think of her being so rude to me is that I am being too kind.
She just thought that she is the boss or what. Wow really can’t stand her.
In the very beginning I should not have confirmed her for this job since she was always late for work and taking Long lunch. Now she has gradually improved and I have given her good appraisal.
She also doesn’t know how to appreciate. It’s like throwing gold into the “Long Kow”.
All because I am too kind to her and now I really regretted.
My Friend told me dun bother with her but sometimes I retialated in my own ways when she provokes me when I am moody and I regretted my own actions.
I didn’t show good testimony as a Christian. May I forgive her as God forgives me.
Amen!
