I am getting very frustrated at work today and yesterday.
There is this 'crazy lala' staff who really made me jumped at my nerves.
She makes fun of me frequently for the past 2 days. Its okay - I thought she is just playing.
She can really provokes people especially when I was feeling moody yesterday. Almost yelled at her.
My 'good friend' told me to just ignore her. No need to talk back at her or get provoked by her.
Its not easy for me. She's really a hard nut to crack and so insensible.
Put aside the seniority at workplace, age wise she is also more junior than me.
Today, I accidentally called her the wrong name (I think I said sorry) (really can't remember as age catching up) and a short while later she threw temper.
She threw a file on the table.
A colleague asked her why she threw temper and she said because I called her the wrong name.
I reacted (I should not have) and said who is perfect and not made mistake.
'Qi-cha' - not sure what she will come out with tomorrow ?
If she still behaves like this to me, I am going to ask her why ? Can I ?
Not sure if this is the best plan ?
Not sure why she always does this to me ? I don't think I have done her any wrong ?
I also do not have a good temper - gets agitated easily.
She really made my evening a very bad evening - I can't even talked patiently to my mum !
Almost vents my anger on my poor mum ! All because of this crazy lalaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
Really don't know what's wrong with her ???????????????
Really spoilt my mood and my day today.
Dear Heavenly Father
Please forgive me.
I should not have thrown temper on my poor mum this evening just because I am in a bad mood caused by my this 'crazy' colleague.
I shouldn't be provoked by her but I was. I really felt so mad that I can eat her up.
Why must she did this to me ? I almost yelled at her this afternoon.
Please forgive me. Help me to forgive her and love her.
Help her to change to be nicer to me and I to be more patient with her.
Thank you for listening to my prayer.
In Jesus' name I prayed...Amen
