Frustrations

Everytime I buy meals for the OL, she will say anything is fine. Sometimes I knew she does not like the food I bought by eating v slowly. If not she will make some comments.

If she prefers home cooked food, she can just cook for herself and not wait for me to buy food for her to her dislikes.

Just a while ago her married son called her to ask if she has food at home.  Its as though he does not know she has stopped cooking for some time already.

He worked late today...too tired to get food for himself.  Guess what..his mum readily went to buy dinner for him.

I really don't understand. Can't he just pack his own dinner on the way instead of bothering his mum? 

Poor me..I have to pack dinner for this OL almost everyday till I am almost 'drained out'.

Siiiiigh.

What to do: a 24 filial type of mother instead of the son. 😠

Mistakes

I find that if I made mistakes, I have had done it in a row.

Why people made mistakes? is it because of stress? or due to tiredness?

Well for me, its sometimes due to carelessness. Sometimes its stress.

I am scared after making mistakes. The thing is to correct things or make it straight.

I made mistakes in making wrong decisions.

Sigh....

Bad habits

I am having insomnia again.  Could'nt get to sleep and started to go back to my bad habits again.

Regretted having done that which I had controlled it for about 3 weeks.

Now have to start all over again to kick off this bad habit of mine..I know if I over do it, it may harass my health.

I will start this bad habit when I am stressed out and when I am moo moo.

Age is catching up. I better stop doing this once and forever.

Sigh.

Maybe I should not sigh but rather say "yes I can stop it".

Right?

Too Concerned

This OL is so concerned about her son not having meals to eat. Lately on weekends she will cook extra for him. Sigh.

Her this precious son is so 'un-human'. I hate to say it but I jus cannot don't do it.

Why I said that?  There was once when he was eating alone at the coffee shop nearby my block. I happened to buy dinner there for the OL. He was paying for his dinner and did not offer to pay for me or rather for his mum. Its just S$3 you know and he's so stinge.

I was a bit upset over this incident. I did'nt tell the OL then.

Now he is taking dinner at my house every weekend. I hate it.

Not sure how long this is going to take....