Saturday 12 August 2017

Pending thoughts

Three weeks have passed since the incident happened.

Whenever I think of her, I still feel a bit emotional.

Yes, I am a very emotional person...

I guess both of us still need a little more time to sort out our differences ?

Maybe I am the only one who thought so ?

Especially in the first 2 weeks, I felt so 'heart breaking'.

I know she has treated me very nice in the past.

Maybe she thinks that I didn't treat her good enough ?

Unlike her, I am not a vocal person.

Not sure if she has been thinking of me all this while, during this 'trial period' ?

I have been.....thinking of her every now and then during this "trial period'.

 I have prayed about our friendship and for her as well.

At this point of time, I am still feeling 可惜 to let go of this friendship but what can I do except to wait for a while more and see how.

I have told myself 'to move on and forget the past' but its not easy.