Lately my so-called friend keeps turning me down for lunching and gave me some valid excuses like today I no lunch with you or I am still full; you go ahead......
I am sick with all her excuses !
I felt deserted and was upset.......
In the very beginning she told me that she would lunch with me everyday and now maybe she is already getting 'sick' of me (my guess).
I am not sure if there is any misunderstanding between us and I was unable to recall anything which has caused her misunderstanding.
If there is one, she would be the first one to question me.
If she is moody, she can tell me so.
I felt so moody and down over her rejections and I kept thinking about this matter for a few days and few nights.
Why am I spending so much time mulling over this matter?
Its because I have treated her as a friend and have put in all my affections in this friendship.
I saw her yesterday at the office corridor and her facial expressions sort of look 'weird' to me.
I realised both of us have not been talking much for the past 1-2 weeks.
Maybe she finds me boring or maybe she is 'sick' of me or maybe she has her own reasons.
If so she should have told me and not kept me wandering what has went wrong.
A few times I felt like texting her to ask her why but I did not. I thought I could just wait and see how.
I had been lunching with myself for about a year until the 2 of us started to lunch together more than a year ago.
Why she wants to give me hope and then now she is treating me like 'transparent'.
I am upset, frustrated and hurt you know my friend ??
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