Tuesday 26 February 2013

A friend and me

Met up with RC during lunchtime.  She is going away for further studies - am happy for her in a way.  In my heart, I am wishing her all the best and be successful in her studies and future career.

She is a nice girl - easy going - in her early 20s' - quite mature for her age in the way she talks and carries herself - and  looks elegant at times (hmm hmm). Good in her PR too (that's what I feel).

Looking back at my own self when I was her age - what have I done ?  Regrettably - nothing much maybe nothing at all (sad right?). (Actually, its different era - think it cannot be compared).

Sigh.. you know (or rather I know) ..(my) life is full of regrets as at this moment.....

Now, back to current: I have not been feeling well for the past 2 weeks - didn't take MCs - struggling with my 'overflowing' workload.  Felt like 'collapsing' this afternoon - was feeling a bit unwell but continue to 'slog my head off'. Come to think of it; should have taken some MCs to rest (not sure why I am torturing myself like that). Well, this will get over soon.

Must really take care of myself - have always been telling myself.  Nobody will care about you - whether you are sick or what - (your colleagues won't be bother about it; your boss won't be bother about it. )(Put yourself before work but it always turn out the other way round).

Just hoping I could sleep well tonight and recover my health very soon.




Friday 8 February 2013

'Boss' at home

I not only have a boss at work but also have a boss at home.

This person really doesn't know where she stands.  This person to me is an outsider but staying in my house.  I don't like it but it can't be helped.  I have my 'difficulties'.

This person always took herself as part of our family and likes to meddle in our home affairs be it as a family or individual. She even want to tell me what to do.  She is too much. What a 'pain in the neck'.

How can I be happy or feel free with such a person hovering around my house and around me.

Am just waiting for this person to disappear/ to leave my house.  Am waiting for that day to come soon !