My 'BFF' told me last night that one of her male colleagues is interested in her.
She said will give him a chance if he approached her again.
Well didn't expect her to 'fall in love' at this age. Thought she mentioned previously that she liked to be single.
Love has no limits and people will change every now and then !
So many thoughts came to my mind after she told me about this 'secret'.
I felt like I am a 'loser'.....maybe I should not be thinking this way. Should feel happy for her.
I should not feel 'lost' to her or whatever. (Its not a competition).
Ya I should not have negative thoughts about myself or her.
No matter she marries or not, life still has to carry on for me.....
I must not regret my decision to be single (actually feeling a bit regretted but its too late now).
That's what I feel.
The wierd thing is that just last week she told me she doesn't like this guy and yesterday she changed her mind......
Just feel that she is 'xi nu wu chang', just like how she treats me all along.
When she is in good mood, she will talk to me. When she is moody, she will ignore me.
Hopefully she don't get the wrong idea about this guy's intentions.
Not sure what this guy sees in her and what she sees in him ??
Let's wait and see the outcome.
