Thursday 30 July 2015

'Someone'

Have been busy this week.

Have had a light day this afternoon at work though I made a small blunder at office.

I have unknowingly involved my 'enemy' until she came by and asked why I told XXX that she has the 'thing' XXX wanted.

I did answered her briefly and in not a confident tone.

She is a 'high handed' person.  Have experienced it a number of times.

Now, Ah B and she have became good friends.

Yah, times changed - people changed - Myself did not changed much.

I have been quite sensitive lately especially towards that 'someone'.

I don't know why ?

Whenever 'someone' talked to other people in the office - I became sensitive - I don't like it when 'someone' is friendly to others. Maybe I am jealous.  Maybe I am self centred ?

Yah, I must remember one thing:  'someone' does not belongs to me alone, right ?

Remembered that that 'someone' told me the few people 'it' does not like but then have treated them so nicely; nicer to them than to me sometimes.

??

Not sure if 'someone' is treating me sincerely  or  just thinking that I am 'naive' or I am a nerd.

Sigh....

I really do not know how to 'see' people !