Me having a heated 'fight' with the youngest niece. Really cannot tolerate her 'wu fa wu tien' de attitude.
She just won't be the first one to stop...you said one word she will said ten words just to make you to carry on the bickerings.
I called her a little brat just now but guess what - she just doesn't understand the word.I do not know why I blurted this word ! Gosh !
Yah she is the one who 'bu ren shu' - always want to win everything except for her studies.
As for me, I thought I used or have said what I shouldn't have to her when 'fighting' with her. Why I always threaten her with the words 'move out' as though she knows what to do next. Just wondering ?
Maybe she knows or maybe she is scared ? will she ? But something is for sure - I shouldn't have said those unpleasant words or poured out all 'my woos' on her. Though she has a set of sharp teeths and sharp tongue; still she is just a kid. Can she really understand all I have said ? If she is really smart she might have.
I am really feeling so 'hot' and can feel my heartbeat is racing.
One stupid thing I did was pulling her hand and said 'come we go and die together' !!!!
Shit - how could such words come out from me from my mouth ???
No matter how naughty how mischievous how impolite she is - I shouldn't have blurted out all those mean things to her. You know what ......I have not set a good example of my behaviour. SIGH....
Well I better or rather I musssssssssssst keep my cool from now till they move out of this house ! Okay ? That means I must be tolerant be patient since somehow I already have tolerated for 5 years and what is a few more months to go..................
