Of late, I have been feeling unhappy and dejected. Felt the world around me at work is changing. Looks like everyone is changing. Not sure if I am too sensitive: seems like they are avoiding me or rather treat me as 'invisible'. SIGH yah siiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiigh.
Well why yours sincerely is so bored - bored till people are 'running away' from me. Its the 100 per cent opposite of the 'Red Man'. Everyone is 'buzzing around' the 'Red Man'. Tell you what - sometimes I felt jealous of this 'Red Man' but sometimes things cannot be forced. If people like you it means so and if they don't like you, it also means sooooooooooooooooo.
Sometimes wild thoughts began to rummage through my mind. I felt like 'screaming at these people'; and I also felt like changing job or rather to change office.
I am not sure if people see me as 'aloof' but I am not so. Don't tell me its the Feng Shui of my office ?
Why some people are so realistic - they only talk to you when they need your help or when they are 'lonely'. Why like that ???
Yah, I have come across such realistic people ! Believe me ! please.
