Of late, me is not feeling happy at work because of some work stress and also of one person (enemy).
I have this one 'enemy' at work - it just irritates me whenever I hear its voice and it appearing in front of me. Not sure why am I like this ? I just felt that the 2 of us are always at 'loggerheads' (emotionally) - dun know how its feelings ?
Perhaps I am too sensitive to whatevever it does or says or acts. I can't control it anyway - why made myself upset over it and it will take a few days for me to let go. Am I still clinging to the old incident between us ? or because I felt being 'slammed' by its actions.
Ya, why should I bother about everything it does; why can't I make peace with itself or myself ?
..............sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..............
I have contemplated about resigning from work to avoid it - but am I silly just to resign to run away from it when it has no more concerns about me ? and I will be sacrificing my current job for nothing. I just feel that if, if I resign, I wouldn't be able to get the pay I get now from elsewhere - as I have been in this comfort zone for too long (I guess) - HOW ?
Yes, I can't - must not quit on IMPULSE as I need to 'put food on the table' for my family ! that's how !
Come on relax lah, ok ? Ya Yes Yes Yes YES !
