CNY (Chinese New Year)

Its Chinese New Year again !

I do not know why - but I just have no new year mood...............am I bored ? or am I pathetic ?
or am I old ? 

CNY to me is just another ordinary day except that we have more time to rest, to eat, to laze around the house.  At least for me, its like that.

Not like years ago, I would shop for new clothes, new shoes, new bag etc.........but now didn't even bother to prepare anything. Just let it be....

In fact, I don't feel happy at all during CNY but I didn't tell anyone.

Sidetrack a bit ----- have been thinking of my SA on and off recently......maybe I am stressed.....I would think of something nice to comfort myself and doing some 'silly things' to destress.

Sigh.......always wish I could know SA better and be with her .......wish that I could incidently be her grandma's god child or good friend.......SOME SILLY IMAGINATIONS ON MY PART.......(This is fiction, ok).

Have lots of 'personal backlogs' to clear......mostly brought forward from 2011.  Have to clear it within the next 1-2 months. Can't delay any longer.

No matter how, I must live well, keep well and stay well.

Blessings.