Have been feeling down for the past few days - at work and at home.
At work; always get bugged by my left hand side neighbour - can felt that I am a bit hostile towards her - maybe it could be due to the past issue (still harbouring bittnerness on my part).
Always tell myself to forgive and forget - not sure why whenever this neighbour talks to me; I would feel irritated. Well, where's my gentleness ?
On the other hand, at home - felt that I no longer have privacy and quietness since the 'intruders' came to stay in my house. Wondering when they are going to move out of my house - looks like it would never happen. Not sure what's the 'man of the house' is thinking - to me he always laze around - money not enough - but does not care to look for part-time jobs - to me he is dependent on this household; on his so called wife.......... You know I am very 'sian'. I don't feel happy at all.
I want to have my privacy and my house back to ME.
Siiiiiiiiiiiigh. And then there's this mum of the 'man of the house' - only know how to comment on the 'wife' and always side the 'husband'.
Come on, brace up - think I got to change and not wait for others to change inorder to be myself to enjoy peace and everything I am entitled to.
Yes, now then I realised that ...Life really sucks !
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