Life

Was feeling frustrated this morning and I vented some of it on my mum; thought its more of a complaint rather than venting my frustration or maybe a mixture of both.

I felt bad after I did that to my mum.  I know I shouldn't have but already done it.  Hope this won't happen again.

Since I have agreed to pay for the trip for the family, I shouldn't have any regrets or frustrations.  The reason why I am 'pek chek' is because of accumulating pent-ups like anger and frustrations. Sometimes felt that my bro should concentrate more of his work than 'play' and be more worried about the bacon he could bought home for the family rather than spending time pursuing his hobbies (just think that he is not worried about the living expenses; well he is still young - if one job is not enough to sustain the household expenses; he should take up another part time job to complement the income but he takes it easy). That's where I am worried.

Maybe my worries is uncalled for.  Sigh....

Come on, I think I just have to let go; I can't be putting my set of thinking on my bro's head.
Why not be happy rather than 'moo-moo' ? Life still has to go on.

Remembered I read somewhere in a finance blog : "We do not live to eat and make money.  We eat and make money to be able to live. This is what life means and what life is for."

Well that's quite true !