Hectic life..

Have been very busy at work for the past few weeks till todate.

Still have an on-going project to be done by next Monday and other jobs to be done before end of next week.  Its very hectic indeed.  Have been working almost non-stop at work without 'proper rest'.

Looking forward to a short break after next week.

This morning when I woke up, I was feeling 'blues'. Just felt like scolding everybody in the house.  I did threw up some temper.  Just cannot control it.  Rest of the day was okay though felt a bit tired (maybe due to hectic weeks at work).

This afternoon, noticed my mum made 'funny face' at my SIL again.  Felt a bit uncomfortable.  Somehow told my mum off and carry on to lecture my brother behind his back (I know its not right).
How come my mum is still prejudiced against her since we have been staying under one roof for almost 3 years.  How come my mum still has not forgive her daughter in law over the past incident.
Why ?

Quite sad to see this happening between the 2 of them.  Sigh...  I only hope the best for everyone in this household.

I know I sometimes also made silly mistakes - like saying the wrong words at the wrong timing; vent my anger on the kids; jealous of other people.  Have been telling myself lately that I must be loving, forgiving and graceful and also patient.   But I kept forgetting and lose my cool. Anyway I have to keep on keeping on to learn and practice these virtues.

Good nite.