Talk too much tonight

Aiya, I have talked too much (over-talk) tonight.

It all started with my youngest niece.  She was lying down eating dinner, being fed by her maid.
I can't stand her behaviour and scolded her but she ignored me totally.  That made me angrier.  I kept lecturing her and she just acted 'blur' (buat bodoh).

She is only 6 years young and then she is such a 'pain in my neck'.  I felt like slapping her if only she is my own daughter.

Well, you can't really beat up someone else's child.  The child will hate you and the parents might too.

Infact I scolded her parents indirectly.  I am so real angry and frustrated. 

This girl is very stubborn, naughty and what not.  Just wondering if she's sick somewhere ?

I have scolded too much and talked too much.  Just hope the maid would not gossip to her employer about this incident.

I am very very angry with my niece's kind of attitude - not sure what and where's wrong with her - she just doesn't fear us (me, my mum, her maid).  She kind of rude also when talking to us.

Sigh Sigh Sigh...............

I have been telling myself not to scold her again but I really can't stand her attitude and behavour and I scolded her hard enough.  Again she is not 'touched' anyway.

Really don't know what to do with her.  Perhaps she did all these to attract attentions.  I guessed so but am not too sure about it.

I really hope and wish my this niece will behave good and better and not getting worse.

Alright men.

I don't wish to tell her off or scold her again.  Just hope it won't happen again but no promise since I am quite easily agitated.  Must really keep cooooooool ok !

Hope I will behave myself well (you know I have trying to learn to be gentle and gracious and see what has happened tonight - I have 'spilled the milk all over the floor').

Good gracious ME !!