The Sweet Angel

Felt very much to send a small gift to Sweet Angel.  There isn't any special reason but just thought of buying her something out of the blue.

Have thought about it for a long time (maybe a month or so) but everytime my thought will end there when I thought of what would have happened if I really bought her a gift and passed it to her ?

What she would think of me for buying her something? Crazy ? Silly ? Some hidden agenda ?

I told myself since I do not have a good enough reason - let's forget about it and stop thinking and dreaming abouther (though I felt the urge to meet her again).  Nothing fruitul is going to happen out of it.  By the way, it would only made myself miserable and who's knows I will keep thinking of her non-stop.  Well I have been doing so for more than a month. Only I myself know that kind of feelings.

Am I really 'wu yao ke chiu'.  ???