After thoughts (continue)

Sigh, my mum is nagging about my sis in law again - 'very sian' you know.

Don't know why she just can't let go of the past bad blood between the 2 of them.  Its been 3 years already and my mum is still harping on it (inside her heart, I know).

All this while, I always thought that my mum has already forgiven my SIL but in actual fact she didn't.  Not sure why she is so partial towards her.  If she doesn't like her at all, she should say so before my bro married her.

She always like to make 'funny faces' behind my SIL's back.  On the outlook, she just pretend to talk to her but behind her back she is not happy. (SIGH).

Why is she(my mum)  like this ? I got a feeling that my SIL could sense her 'hostility' (something quite close to that description).  Not only this, I also feel a big upset that my mum is unforgiving towards my SIL.  But why so.  Why can't she just forgive, forget and let go and 'close one eye, open one eye' and make her days and my days happy.  I don't feel happy when I see her behaving like that.

Why my mum can't just forgive and forget and be happy, rather than always complaining to me about SIL.  I am getting sick of it.  Actually, I just told her indirectly to ask my bro to move out and this problem may be solved.  Why she always make noise to me and not to the person concerned that is my bro, her precious son.

Why.......................

I just feel stressed out whenever she 'gossip' about SIL or her house maid.  Her house maid is another one of a kind who is very 'busybody' trying to find out everything happening around the family.

I feel quite stressssssful....you know ?

Just hope that they will move out of my house sooner (and then there will be peace in this house this home), hopefully beginning of next year or anytime next time.  Wish my dream will come true fast.

Yes, be positive.  Must not let my mum disrupts my inner peace or influence my mood.

I am starting to learn to be positive and let go of all unhappiness.  Well I have been taken advantage of by other people.  I hate it but now I am going to do something about it and not make myself a victim to any bullies.

Yes, that's it.  Don't think so much, okay ?  Everything will be fine !