Just recalled something

I am ironing my clothes and my mind ran into some past events.

Remembered about the domestic worker who stayed in our house for a period of time.

She looked nice at first. Good at talking and cooking.

There was one day the OL told me that she packed rice for 'someone' without asking. Its when she was asked why then she said she wanted to let this guy try her cooking!

She should have the courtesy to ask first before bringing our food to her so called friend/s.

Its more like she is the boss.

I was quite fed up with her when I was told about her attitude.

If she wants to cook for her friend she can jolly well use her own money to buy the food and cook for him. Then we will have no say.

The best thing is she even made use of her boss to do it for her!

Don't know what to say.

New Challenges

I am expecting some new challenges at work.

Have been a worry wart for the past few weeks.

Worried that I may not be able to cope with this new challenge.

To be more accurate, there is some reshuffling of duties at my workplace.

I would be expected to take up a bigger portion of work responsibilities due to these changes.

Just afraid/worried that I may not be able to handle this new 'challenge'.

Ya, I am always a 'worry wart' - just can't stop worrying though I know more than half the time the things you worried about will not happen 1

Come on, just face it whether I worried or not, or like it or not....

Yes, wishing myself all the best in whatever I do !

God is my present help ! Praise the Lord !

You are never alone. Trust Him to be an ever-present help.

And the Lord said, My Presence shall go with you, and I will give you rest. Exodus 33:14 (AMP)

Frustrations

Everytime I buy meals for the OL, she will say anything is fine. Sometimes I knew she does not like the food I bought by eating v slowly. If not she will make some comments.

If she prefers home cooked food, she can just cook for herself and not wait for me to buy food for her to her dislikes.

Just a while ago her married son called her to ask if she has food at home.  Its as though he does not know she has stopped cooking for some time already.

He worked late today...too tired to get food for himself.  Guess what..his mum readily went to buy dinner for him.

I really don't understand. Can't he just pack his own dinner on the way instead of bothering his mum? 

Poor me..I have to pack dinner for this OL almost everyday till I am almost 'drained out'.

Siiiiigh.

What to do: a 24 filial type of mother instead of the son. 😠

Mistakes

I find that if I made mistakes, I have had done it in a row.

Why people made mistakes? is it because of stress? or due to tiredness?

Well for me, its sometimes due to carelessness. Sometimes its stress.

I am scared after making mistakes. The thing is to correct things or make it straight.

I made mistakes in making wrong decisions.

Sigh....

Bad habits

I am having insomnia again.  Could'nt get to sleep and started to go back to my bad habits again.

Regretted having done that which I had controlled it for about 3 weeks.

Now have to start all over again to kick off this bad habit of mine..I know if I over do it, it may harass my health.

I will start this bad habit when I am stressed out and when I am moo moo.

Age is catching up. I better stop doing this once and forever.

Sigh.

Maybe I should not sigh but rather say "yes I can stop it".

Right?

Too Concerned

This OL is so concerned about her son not having meals to eat. Lately on weekends she will cook extra for him. Sigh.

Her this precious son is so 'un-human'. I hate to say it but I jus cannot don't do it.

Why I said that?  There was once when he was eating alone at the coffee shop nearby my block. I happened to buy dinner there for the OL. He was paying for his dinner and did not offer to pay for me or rather for his mum. Its just S$3 you know and he's so stinge.

I was a bit upset over this incident. I did'nt tell the OL then.

Now he is taking dinner at my house every weekend. I hate it.

Not sure how long this is going to take....

Precious...

Next time the OL do anything for her 'precious' sons; just leave it.  No need to be sensitive or jealous or feel eye sore.

Ok?  If I feel hurt she also won't know. If she knows she will pretend not to. Right or not.

I just feel that I have to do everything for her...and she will do anything for the 'PS'  but not me.

Why she doesn't want to stay with them then?

The PS will not let her stay in his house..I bet you.

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