Having been thinking of my sweet angel of late...........well have managed to stop thinking of her for quite some time and thought that is the end of my day dreaming but it happens again.
I have a pending chance to meet her again in about a month's time. Have been thinking whether to meet her or not. At first thought of abandoning the chance but later on told myself that I should take up this chance since I have been waiting a long time for this day to come - to see her again though the meeting may be a very brief one
Yes, I have been waiting for this 'meeting' for a 'long long time' and I should bravely go and face her (since I am thinking/dreaming of her day and night for a stretch of time).
I don't know why but I just can't stop thinking of her - every now and then especially when I feel lonely I will just do that (memorising her sweet voice with warmness though I can't really remember her looks - not sure why I just can't remember how she looks like).
I know its not good to have that kind of 'longing' but I just can't help it - I can't control my emotions.
I felt bad sometimes.
