Today is the day

Yes! its today.

My so-called friend turned the table over me.  That's it.

Of course I feel ...have had a mixture of feelings and emotions.

I didn't expect her to be so 'ruthless' in her reply to my message I sent her today.

She has somehow indirectly put an end to our so-called 'friendship'.

You know from the beginning I have been asking myself:
Is she 'real' to me or is she just making use of me ?

All this while when we were together, she has been trying and testing my patience every now and then and I have always tolerated her until last friday - the same thing happened again.

I did not reply to her message that day.  I kept quiet.

I really dunno what to say..'ji-cha'.

Until today, I somehow have seen her 'true colours'.

She can be so nice infront of everyone and yet only I, yes only I knew that she has an 'ugly' side of the face.

Will other people believe that she is 'ugly' ?

Sigh...what can I do ?

Of course....

I think it will take a week or so for me to get over this incident.  Yes, I am a very emotional person or rather sometimes 感情用事。

Come on, I have to forget about all the unhappiness between she and me.  Its over.

Keep moving on... life still goes on even without she.

Honestly speaking, I was living quite well until she came and 'disrupted' my life !
That's what I felt.

Yep, this is what has happened to me today !

Good luck next time.