Some thoughts

I found out that I am not so well like at my work place.

A sad thing to say though...

Maybe because I am not sociable, don't know how to 'curry favour' other people, 不会做人 ah.

I don't have friends in the work place - believe it or not !

The person whom I thought has treated me well actually also treated other people well too.

Sometimes I felt 'got cheated', sometimes jealous.

This person told me one thing and then did another thing.  Sometimes I just don't know whether to trust this person or not though sometimes I felt so uncertain.

Things do happen in the work place every now and then.

Is there something wrong with me - how come everyone else seems to get along well with everyone and all these people just shove me off naturally !

What have I done to them that I was being treated in this way.

Am I not 'good' enough ?

I didn't do anything wrong.  In fact, when these people skive off  during office hours, do personal things in office, I just close one eye.  I didn't report them to the 'authority'.

The best thing here is that they never get caught !

Sometimes I felt digusted with their kind of attitudes and behaviours at work but what can I do to them.

Even the person I worked closely with did not repsect me as much - that's how I feel about it.
Maybe I am wrong.  Its just that I am too sensitive about it. By nature I am sensitive.

I tried not to be sensitive but I can't help it.  I felt quite disturbed and hurt when this 'sensitive nature' worked up.  Sigh..