Saturday, 14 June 2014

'So sad'

Of late, have felt that that someone is trying to avoid me. No matter what I said to her or asked her - she would gave me a negative response.

Not sure why she treated me like this.  What wrong have I done ?  Frankly speaking, I do not have...

Maybe she has mood changes - she is pregnant !

Ya,  I felt so bad - so bad about myself - you know ?  Always thinking that did I offend her 'unconsciously' by talking or by my attitude.  I know sometimes I am a bit 'moo-moo'; hanging a serious look but I am not unhappy or whatever.  I am just like that.

I am borne with a serious look or rather I always have this serious look.  I know some people (my relatives or my colleagues) treated me differently - they are always serious when talking to me but when they talked to others - they are laughing away.  (So Sadddddddddddd).

Why people are so double standard - when they faced a cheerful person they behaved cheerful and when they faced a serious person (like me) they behaved serious.  I thought they should behave cheerful all the way....???

Sigh, this is the real life.