Hey, have met-up with my BF today near my workplace. We had lunch together, eating noodles and had coffee and bun after that. It was a nice catch-up.
Before meeting her, some wild thoughts ran through my mind as she sounded a bit 'anxious' over the phone. Well after meeting her, my wild thoughts had vanished and were uncalled for.
Lately, I felt so lonesome at my workplace (felt like everyone else is ignoring ME).
There is this new staff who is friendly to everyone else except ....... (that's what I thought).
In the beginning we chit chatted occasionally but lately I just had a kind of 'wierd' feeling towards her. Felt like she is 'cold' towards me.
Well I am wrong. I remembered now..........it happened one or two weeks ago when she called me and I 'snapped' at her. I actually meant it as a joke but it turned out differently. I guessed she felt offended though she didn't show it but I could just felt that something is not right until short while I remembered the incident. (I am in the wrong - why so careless - forgot what I said to others).
Ya, I am forgetful and also emotional !
The thing I can't tolerate is that the workplace is becoming like a 'pasar' - you can see 2-4-5 people gathered together and chit-chat, the more they talked the louder it became. I 'hate' noisiness and am 'scared' of NOISE. Have got to have lots of tolerance level.
Hopefully these people will be 'automatic' and behave themselves appropriately in the office and not turning the workplace into a market.
