This morning, I was looking for my small paper bag.
My mum saw me and asked what I am looking for. I answered her loudly and rudely "paper baaag".
After the words came out from my mouth, I felt so regretful. Why I answered my mum in such a manner. I reproached myself silently and I left home for work.
I told myself that I shall not let this happen again. No matter how I thought of her (my mum) all these years; whether she's partial or bias towards me, she is still my mum. I have to show respect to her. I should not shout at her or answered her question rudely. What has happened was all 'pent-up anger' on my part.
I'm not sure how she felt it with the way I answered her. She must have felt hurt anyway. But no matter what, I know my mum is a strong woman since she was young. I mean she has a strong character.
I really felt so bad about the whole incident. Have to be more careful when I talk to my mum from now on. Hope to talk to her nicely and gentlely in future because I do not want to have any regrets in future. I need to be forgiving just like God has forgiven me time and time again. Must not get easily hot headed. Ok ? Yes.
Sigh....anyway its over and hope we (my mum and I) will soon forget about this morning's incident and get along well.
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