Have been busy this week.
Have had a light day this afternoon at work though I made a small blunder at office.
I have unknowingly involved my 'enemy' until she came by and asked why I told XXX that she has the 'thing' XXX wanted.
I did answered her briefly and in not a confident tone.
She is a 'high handed' person. Have experienced it a number of times.
Now, Ah B and she have became good friends.
Yah, times changed - people changed - Myself did not changed much.
I have been quite sensitive lately especially towards that 'someone'.
I don't know why ?
Whenever 'someone' talked to other people in the office - I became sensitive - I don't like it when 'someone' is friendly to others. Maybe I am jealous. Maybe I am self centred ?
Yah, I must remember one thing: 'someone' does not belongs to me alone, right ?
Remembered that that 'someone' told me the few people 'it' does not like but then have treated them so nicely; nicer to them than to me sometimes.
??
Not sure if 'someone' is treating me sincerely or just thinking that I am 'naive' or I am a nerd.
Sigh....
I really do not know how to 'see' people !